❤Jolyn Nickole.

define being in love.

Being in love is
Getting a tingling sensation when he touches you.
Loud pounding of your heart when he kisses you.
Thinking of him before you close your eyes to sleep.
Thinking of him the moment you open your eyes again.
Thinking of him 24/7 every single day.
Missing him even though you just met him that very day.
Getting angry with him for the smallest thing he does wrongly.
Making up the very next moment.
Staring at him constantly.
Getting mad when he doesnt hold your hand, or kisses you.
Saying that you hate him but knowing that you love him dearly in your heart.
Getting worried when he gets hurt, even if its just knocking his head accidentally on the wall.
Not wanting him to get mad at you.
Pushing everything else aside just to be with him.
You feel like hugging him every minute.
Keeping sweet messages that he sent and read them daily.
thinking of all the funny and weird things that he says or does, and giggling secretly to yourself.
and lastly,
Saying” i love you too” back too him without hesitation the moment he says “i love you”.
❤


2 h30mins more for class to end.  please end faster!
omg, you know what, i thought -- has already changed.but apparently he didnt!
love 's coming later!cant wait!(:

yesterday watched love happens at causeway.HE SLEPT! i got so mad cus I really hate it! when i accompany him to see all his shows, i have the decency to sit and watch even if i don like it.BUT HE SLEPT!:( anyways, hes forgiven cus i m always so soft hearted.
ladida until 7 plus, we went to the shop houses near my house to eat dinner cus he always wanted to try out. we ate our first steamboat, to be nice, I wont be back, but in mean words, horrible. the soup was not salty. the dishes were limited, communication breakdown, clint doesnt know chinese and i can hardly speak any.omg, tragic. plus all the dishes that they had were not to my liking. so we concluded we would not be back,Period.

is this the breakup season, people seems to be breaking up.
ohmy.

 

so its friday! TGIF?
as if! today, still have to stay back for the meeting for sundays clean and green event.sigh.
and sunday is the event.6.45 am -7 pm. double sigh.

on a happier note, we made it to seven months.(:
he forgotttttttt,until i hinted "today what day ah?" then he wished.hahaha

i cant wait for today to end.
i lll only be meeting love on sunday  night i think.aww:(

so yesterday marketing ut was alright.thankgoodness.clint came with my slipper, stupid flats.
he was sweet, being very nice and sweet to me.at first i was kinda stoney due to the previous day's happening.but i caved in and became normal.why do guys have a way of getting away with things.so went went to taka 's art shop to buy his thing for his project. and me being me wanted to go candy empire.so we trained there just to get my candies. he bought so manyyyyyy for me(: i was carrying one big candy empire plastic bag.haha.

poor love 's eye was bloodshot, he was so tired from his practical and running, today still have to work.awww.
sunday will be my turn.i probably have to wake up at  4 plus am.

i miss doggie all of a sudden.she was staring sadly at me and sis when we left house. its been 5 months since clint and i found herrr

seeeeeeeee.such a baby!she likes to cuddleeeeeeee!

yesterday was one of the most horrible night since a long time.
tears were flowing till i fell asleep
i don feel loved at all by you.

i shall avoid.isnt that what i m best at?

its accounting today.super boring, clints working too, which makes it even worse.time please fly faster.

so tuesday, after the much dreaded CRM, clint picked me and we went to causeway to eat dinnerrrr.after that he insisted on catching the big care bear again.he obviously,FAILED!hee, hes cute for trying though. Saw halloween 2, super scary!i was pressing my head against his chest all the way.haha, not for the faint hearted i tell you! it was pure gore all the way. and he cabbed me homeeeee(:

wednesday, ladida in class all the way till 3.30, clint came!did usual rj in school then headed off to causeway to eat dinner, so dejavu cus we ate exactly the same thing.haha, bought some deserts from the malay store.had to search for mummy's present, but failed. clint bought the tickets for the shock and shioks play at the action theatre to celebrate halloween. so on saturday we'll go mass then go see the play. after that went to his place, ladida until 9 plus(:, then prata and back home.

TOMORROW IS THE HALLOWEEN AT NIGHT SAFARI !I CANT WAIT!(: how i wish i could partial.damn damn damn. have to tahan till 4. and i ll fly away!

 

hello,its monday again.why did the week end past so fast?!

sooo, had a partial day on friday because of menses cram, thank god sis picked me up,its always good when shes around.
stayed home on saturday , did nothing useful at all. wasted one day not going out with clint.

Sunday was much better, went to mass in the morning and clint picked me up to go his house in the afternoon.went to novena at 5.30, we were late because i was hungry and we went to buy bagel from to eat. Novena was very crowded, absolutely packed with phillipinos. i felt loved cus he holds my hands whereever we go, which is supersweeet=D
Afterthat we went to united square Fiesta Brasilia to eat, they had some one for one $38++, so clint wanted to try out. the food was superb! the buffet was quite small. but the chef came out with all the meat skewers (beef,lamb,fish,chicken) and went to each table to serve.clint ate so much! his plate was practically piled up.haha, i ate till i nearly puke,but their Caipirinha, Brazil’s national aperitif was good, tasted like normal martini though.
walked aroung united square which had nothing,then sat at novena's "basketball court"outside to chill. then was upset cus he didnt want to do something for me, so i refused to go with him to the toilet and while he smoke. but he made it all better by being sweet again. i dont know why i m so spoilt but i cant help it.
played the football table thingy to end the night.as usual i lost cus he doesnt give in to me.haha, he sent me back and home sweet home.(:

not seeing him till wednesday.
tuesday:school(no clint)
wednesday:school (clint)
thursday:school(no clint)
friday:school , halloween night safari(clint)
saturday:church,play.(clint)

sometimes, when i have doubts and gets insecure, unknowingly, i built this wall around me to protect myself. is this normal?